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What the hell am I doing?
I just feel so different and detached from everyone else over the past several months. I keep revisiting, regretting, and living in the shame of all of the missteps, delusions, and setbacks I experienced over this past year. I hope these difficulties will mean something, and help me to somehow rebuild and improve. I’ve pushed people away and scared off others, good friends at that. I wish I...
Just have to stop giving a shit.
Why do I even bother...
I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.
Cause I see your smiling face Even in these dying days I believe in grace...– Joy is Your Birthmark, Jon Foreman (via landofbrokenhearts.org)
Know that the world is blind. Be the light through...